I successfully got back on the wagon. Been goin to the gym everyday since last Sunday(except for Friday and Sunday because I was SEVERLEY hungover.) I’ve been eating right and everything. I’m very proud of myself, I can see the results already. :)
Off to the gym in a few. Hehehe
This weekend I really came down hard on myself. I’ve been slacking about going to the gym and being healthy. But this week I turned a new leaf. This is day 3 of going to the gym everyday and I feel amazing. I can really see myself meeting my goals. I’m so excited. :)
So I fell off the wagon and gained some weight.
No es bueno. V.V
That just means I have to step up my game. Go to the gym everyday. That’s it.
I’ve given myself a challenge. Like most girls I want to lose weight for summer. Now, I want lose weight for more reasons than that but I’ve given myself that time limit. I have until the end of june at the LATEST to lose about 30-40 pounds. So that’s like 10 pounds a month. That’s kind of a lot, so it means I have to be on my game. Gym 3 times a week, no more eating out unless its packed with fruits and veggies and nothing is fried, and just all around eating the healthiest I can.
I’m in the zone right now, I got this. Stay tuned for the annecdotes of this challenge.
Kisses.
(Source: bitchimrickjames, via teachingliteracy)
And if you give a damn, take me baby. Or leave me…..
I love you.
Let me just say this is gonna end up sounding like a confession of love- and you know I would tap that in a second but seriously you’re my best friend. And I’ve said that about a lot of people but its different with you. I don’t have to fake anything. Or hide anything. We’re the same in the best ways and I love it becauase you make me see the other side of things I thought I knew. You’re my best friend forever. I swear. I’m not sure what id do if I didn’t have your support. We can call each other at 3 am (I almost walked into a scaffholding because I’m writing this as I walk to your house) crying and the other will be in their jacket an on the train in seconds. (I know this because its happened). Lmao. So I think you get it. You’re my best friend and our friendship is one of the best things in my life.
Thank you.
I’m sorry that I wanna talk about things all the time. But I’ve never been in a situation like this before. I feel like I’m hurt beyond repair yet I can’t let you go. Scratch that- I don’t want to let you go. And apparently you feel the same way. You’d think at that point everything would be clear but its not. Its hazy as fuck and I don’t know what to do, I have so many questions that you won’t wanna answer.so, what, I get left in the dark and you get to feel better having vented. I just have to save my emotions for a later date - when you’re ready to talk about it. I guess that makes sense….
This is probably the point where I should stay away from you most, but I can’t cause all I feel right now is that I need you most.
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I don’t think I’ve ever been more driven, and excited to get the fuck out of my house. I have a plan now. I’m gonna make it happen, I just wish I could get a new job and start making more money so it could happen faster. but for now, I will save save save. And as soon as I finish paying off my credit card I’ll save even more. this year is definitely going to be a challenge.
Challenge Accepted.
